Wow… last night was rough. I had some stressors during the day that were slowly bringing me down… I heard from an old friend who has the life I wish I had (husband, baby, etc.), I was stressing over the current relationship I’m in, I spoke on the phone to a relative and it was really awkward.
Add one glass of wine, which was an attempt to relax and wham. The food started calling me and I wanted so much to pick up the phone and order delivery.
I struggled with trying not to order the food for a good three or so hours and couldn’t move past it. Yet, I didn’t want to blow it. What a confusing place to be – – to want something and not want something so bad at the very same time.
Thank goodness a friend answered my call and helped me work through it because I couldn’t do it myself at that point and would be beating myself up about it all day today if I had placed the order and binged.
It was so hard for me to call my friend. I’m typically not someone who reaches out when I need help or shares tough moments easily. But, I did make the call and the friend helped me. I guess I am making some progress after all.
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